Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Re: Human Interaction

Human interaction = good.

I don't know where my fear originates from.


Is it from my shyness? My complete hatred (more like, complete FEAR) of calling people and initiating conversations? Or maybe a fear of the unknown. For someone who makes life altering decisions on what seems like a whim, I don't understand why the unexpected element of hanging out with people launches me into a sort of anti-social behavior, and I either ignore invites, or dread going through with plans I enthusiastically make.

After much nerves today, I found that I just need to get over the initial fear of meeting someone new, or someone I haven't seen in awhile, because once that's in the clear, I'm able to relax, laugh and have such a wonderful time.

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